Monday, January 17, 2011

Shut uppp~

This is truly crazy aka sampat ler.. Finally i decide to gve C a chance. I went out with him on eve. Why? Wo bu zhi dao. Mybe sebab dlm hati ader taman. Cehh, apehal melalut ni plak.Okay,just na inform.. Arini bgn pkul 2pm.. on9. Tepat pkul 3pm,g duk tercanguk dpan tv.. ape lg,my favee on air ba. 'Easy fortune happy life'.. Main character, Yan Da Feng n Xie Fu An.. Tgh syok2 lyn drama romantik tu, C ask me to go out with him n hve a drink. Mule mmg tamau ah. Gile ape,aq lom mandi kot.. ketiak bau kude plak. Tapi ble die ckp die tnsion n just na lepak ngan aq.. rse cam kesian plak. So,babaii Da Feng n Fu An. Kite jmpe sok pkul 3pm ag okayy.. haha. So,pas spray rexona seMAXimum mungkn, aq pun tgu ah kat Popular. Grab sum book knon2 ngah bce ah. Padahal brangan na terbang ke langit. Then C called, ikuti pbualan kami...

"hello,wawa?"
"hello,yup. wats up?"
"where are you?"
"in poular lo. why? you're here d?"
"oh.. im sorry oh. I cant come"
(oh s**t. f**k u la. i came here d then u ckp xjadi?)
"ow,nvm.. its okayy"
"are you alone? tke care oh"
"em.. will do. babaii"
toot..

Memang die xrase slipe Carlo Rino yg aq pakai ni. Ha,xpe2. Aq pon letak blik buku ape-ntah-namenye tu. G kat section lain, cari buku memasak. Memasak?? Aiks,ni mmg btul2 marah ni. "oy!" tbe2 ade suare org tegur aq dari arah timur laut. Oh,C?! (hehehe).. nak surprise ah knon. nsib aq tak baling slipe CR ni tadi. kan da bengang,kne tgur time bce bku resipi. Haiz.. Dengan malu2 siput.. kitorg pun g theatre. Aq da la xjamah secebis makanan pun dari bgn tido tdi.. jgn kang perut ni berdondang sayang. Pikir pnye pikir,ktorg pun g la tgk citer hantu jepun. The Shock Labrynth 3D. hah,mmg ngam2 je pkul 5.30pm movie tu start. Aq ngan C, 2 org chinese girls n 996 ekor jin mggenapkan makhluk yg tgk movie tu 1000.. kire time tu movie ni Box Offixe ah. hihi. tapi..... disebabkan byk unsur2 repitisi n personafikasi(peh,mesti bgge mummy tursee) dlm movie tu,kitorg pun borak2 le. kire cun gak ah pasal dak cine depan tu pun mcm ngah bergossip psl jiran die bru dpat anak kucing name Beyonce n Shakira.. C sruh aq pndg die.. Dupdapdup dah ni. Em,jeling2 sikit je ah.
C started..
"im sorry okayy.."
"nape tibe2 sorry plak?" (sound sarcastic giler)
"i tau u sedih pasal mase tu.. Dui bu qi"
"bu yong jin.. wo suan le anymore"
"yeke.. you ok tak ni? mcm emo je."
"i emo? haha. you yg tension2 mah. i okayy."
"you look at me. Listen here.. I sayang you tau"
(nodding je..)
"mane you tau?''
"i nodded means okayy."
''oh,you dengar tak ape i cakap??"
"ye..you ckap you sayang i. Okayy la. So?''
"eee,mls la cakap ngan u. Mcm xnk dengar i cakap je.."
"i dengar. u jek yang mengade.'' (senyum2 kambing n buat2 fokus kat movie tdi)
"wawa~" (leaning his head on my shoulder. Aiks, taktau ke bahu ni ade tulang je means xbrape empuk la yang~?)
"ye.." (muke coolio je tgk screen. idung kembang kempis sikit.)
"wangi..." (leaning closer)
"thanks ngee XD''

*there are so many things we talked about. Sometimes, his Ex called. But like usuall,he didnt pick it up. They text, i tried to peep but this f**king 3D spec making it blurr. Why he is stil kp in touch with her? They are under the same church and in ordr to make their parents nt losing their face,they still be friend. Im not worry about this bcuz I just could see they are nt more thn a friend.

The movie ended. Okayy,time to leave. Whoa.. satu tepukan yg gemuruh untuk perut aq yg mmg standard A+ ni. Biasenye lambat makan 30min die dah wat gurindam, kali ni diam seribu bahase. okayy lah tu.
Sebelum balik, C tnye.. "so,how now?" n just just said.." its up to you liao." He smiled. 
Hmm.. ni petande baik ke buruk?? ;)

I am in the Inception?

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What is happening actually?

to make it more clearer...


Why C is giving me a false hope.. ?? ish, i'm nt really good in reading one's body sign.. Especially the guy that i'm into. We had an issues that separate us.. but out of sudden,he text me back pulak. Asking me if i'm alright and tell me his activity for a whole day. Waduh2, ngapain mas? Yeah, mule2 memang ah tu yg aq harapkan. Mengharap agar die sedar betape pentingnye die dlm idup ni.. Alasn C tak ready nak convert n not good enough for me is unaccepted. tapi na wat camne,xkan na pakse die suke aq plak. huhu After the break, he seems like avoiding me.For a few days didnt reply my sms. My friend told me i shoud let him go and if we are meant to be,he will come back. Ntah nape.. semalam die text ajak g batu pahat(bp) khamis ni. Teman die release tension? Die tension ape pun aq tatau le. PM pun tak seTENSION die. Aq storimori kat T,T ckp C mybe tension n want to share it wit me. tpi T ckp takyah ar ikut die smpai bp cuz agak jauh. Yela before ni ajak die g bndar yg sekangkang kera pun payah. Ape jadah nye si bp tu. Ish tatau la~ Die nak kawan blik ke or just being nice??

Sunday, January 16, 2011

For the very first time....

Whoa!! I damn excited sia bout this blog kinda thing..  FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME, i have my own blog so that most of my friends know well what is going on with me.. a CUTE lil girl who is just finished SPM 2010.. =)