(Carpenters) Yesterday Once More - Sungha Jung

Christina Perri - Jar of Hearts Official Video

Nicole Scherzinger - Wet

Auburn - So over you (w/ lyrics&downloadlink)

Terlalu Cinta by Rossa

Let's Dance -Miley Cyrus (Full and HQ)

Take me to your heart

Colbie Caillat - I Do

The Ready Set - Love Like Woe (Video)

L.I.F.E

The most difficult person to FACE in life is yourself.
A GRATEFUL heart is the cure for loneliness.
Do not judge the FUTURE by the past.
Never stop reaching for the GOAL in front.
Hold on to your BELIEF, then you will overcome difficulties.
TRIVIALITIES can accumulate to an important episode.
Kind DEEDS can bring good returns.
DREAM is our motivation in life.
WISDOM is to understand that the world is ever-changing.
SINCERITY is a natural spring of water.
Danger brings us TRUE friends.
SMILE is the first step of a new life.
So, go on with your life with a new spirit.
Everyday is a new day.

-Five Deadly Words Used By A Women-
#1:Fine:This is the word women used to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.
#2:Nothing:This means something, and you should be wary.
#3:Go Ahead:This is a dare, not permission. Don"t do it!
#4:Whatever:Is a woman"s way of saying F- YOU!
#5:That"s okay:That"s okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.
Like if you get it (:

(Titan*ic Theme) My Heart Will Go On - Sungha Jung

Two days in row...

Heh, ade ape in two days in row ni??
okayy.. chill dulu.. 


MONDAY AND TUESDAY.. going out for a movie with him.


WEDNESDAY AND THURSDAY.. he fetch me, we talk and talk and talk until 3am.


He spills out something that makes me confuse looking for the point. Apebende nye cik kiah oi.. ceciter,ceciter..
Entah la.. aq tertanye2.. amende maksud die sebnarnye. He said that he had done something to girls. GIRLS?? what with the 's'?? yup, just me and jess (his ex). but why only both of us?


Mcm yg aq pikir bile die ckp camtu. 


pro :) oh, die dah move on lah tu. Erm, die dah syg aq as much as die syg jess la kot.. sebab kat gf lain die xwat camtu. Cume jess (which is his 1st love) n aq(the owner of the pearl). Patutnye aq berbangga menjadi rakyat Malaysia.. eh, silap. patutnye aq berbangga jadi girl yg same hebat ngan his 1st love. F ckp, " nape dia treat kau n tak pena treat ex gf dia yg lain cam die treat jess n kau? may be coz kau btol2 dah boleh ganti jess.. so this is ur chance to shine more than jess did":) ko mmg the best lah farr.. sampai bile2 pun aq akan ingat ur last sentence. TO SHINE MORE THAN JESS DID. tapi..........


contrary:( nape aq n jess je? die still ingt kat jess lagi ke? sebab tu die treat aq mcm tu? die nak sejarah die n jess berulang semule ke... means die hrp dgn membygkan aq ni jess, die bleh wat camtu? senang kate die gunakan aq nak lepaskan rindu die pd jess? haiyar..... pusing2 kepale wa kasi pikir mah >,<'


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looking forwards FRIDAY AND SATURDAY ^^,

Apekate kalau......

"When i keep quiet,it doesnt mean i'm letting go of the matter.. It means i'm either laughing inside at how stupid you'r making yourself look like or i'm just thinking of a way to fuck you 10 times harder than how you fucked me.. Peace?? My ass la.. Go find peace under your grandma's skirt.. "


Hah, dah alang2 post kat fb.. nape xterus post kat wall budak tu jek. Hmh,kire mmg my pearl nak move on lah ni drpd exgirl dier. DOUBLE THUMBS UP ;)

hear me..

I'm sorry sometimes, i get jealous. Thinking that she could make you happier than i can, but i guess its my insecurities acting up. Because i know that I'm not the prettiest, smartest, or most fun and exciting girl. But i do know that no matter how hard and long you look.. You'll never find somebody that loves you like i do♥

When a girl cries for a boy, it means she misses him..a lot. 
but,, When a boy cries for a girl..it means no one in this world could ever love that girl more than that boy does.
Thats true love. ♥

Amende ntah lagi mereka2 ni..

THREE NAMES I GO BY
wawa, odah, najwa





THREE PLACES I HAVE LIVED
hanya ALLAH yg tahu, quarters INTAN, Jalan Sejahtera





THREE TV SHOWS THAT I WATCH
OH MY SCHOOL, 2 DAYS 1 NIGHT, pape je la yg ader
*bak kate far, aq xbercium sgt ngan tv neh..




THREE PLACES I WANT TO GO
Paradise (mungkinkah), Mekah,  the place where i can get whatever i wish (huh,mmg xdpt le ko pegi ODAH oi..)




THREE OF MY FAVOURITE FOOD
tomyam, anything with cheese, ape2 yg mama masak pun sedap





THINGS I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO
gaining an ideal weight..
having a long lasting relationship..
10A+ in SPM..
scholarship from JPA, offer from any matriks or U..
not being a LOSER (i should hang on in this relationshhip)..
gain my confidence back..

THREE PETS I HAVE OWNED
tortoise, guinea pig, lobster





THREE FRIENDS WHO WILL REPLY
my pritti sista, potong kertas merah, ami aka emon



THREE FAVOURITE SINGERS/BANDS
jesse maccartney,  nicole scherzinger,  britney spears





THREE FAVOURITE SPORTS TO WATCH
nah.. im not into any. tunggu la sampai laki aku minat ape. nak xnak kene gak tgk nanti,huhu


THREE FAVOURITE DRINKS
Tembikai laici+cincau , Hot Choc, ABC 


I TAGGED
semue lar yg ader blog :)

...simple poem

I wish I could be free like a bird,
and swim the ocean like a fish.

I wish I could run like a cheetah,
and be a star in the night's sky,

I wish he would love me
like I love him.

And I wish I could be a stone in a river,
seeing the world around live free,
and feel the fresh air on my face.

I wish I could be a wild horse,
galloping freely over the hills in my herd,
and feeling free for once in my life.

Well... who said wishes don't come true?

This world is brilliant in itself;
you just have to look harder

she's cool,

here, this song is especially dedicated for you baby :)

What i have to say if you are not going to change..

please,
i MISS the old you.

Soalan2 Bocor SPM

Blog best ke tak? sebab?

erm, okayy kot. 12/10.. ngee :)

Layan lagu Indon ke Omputih?
omitam.. huhu omputih ler ^^,

Coklat mana lagi popular? Cadbury ke Ferrero Rocher? Kenape yer?

popular.. cadbury.. suke mkn sebab ader org bg free... SELALU :)

Nickname yang BF/GF beri?

bibi bucuk (haiz..)

Beri 4 fakta tentang kamu

-i have brown eyes

-i hate smokers

-i ♥ the pearl (who is smokers)

-.......sampat @ siao

Jika ada 50 sen nak beli apa?
5 posen? em, jap eh.. tanye nana (my lil devil)




Siapakah 4 orang yang kamu ♥?

♥♥♥♥The Almighty God 

♥♥♥mama

♥♥papa

♥bibi

*eh,mane nana?? ooops, terlebih sudaa =__=

Tag 5 orang yang kamu sayang dan blog cantik

-handsome gurl

-timah

-sweet sista!

cukupla 3.. 

He's in my mind..

I want to post his name in fb as my status..
But wht makhluk-2-alam ni update kat blog die psl fb buat aq rse.. em,xpyhla.
So i ended up "i am the pearl's sweet♥" post. Er,thanks gak kat  makhluk-2-alam tu jugak yg melabelkan aqdgn name tu.. cute je bunyiknyer.. Ececeh.. If any of you wondering ader aper dgn The pearl itu? okayy..
Once upon a time, haha.. dulu mse form 5 ader 1 english novel yg mmg wajib kitorg bce. cuz nak xnak,novel tu gak ah yg kitorg kne jwb dlm spm nti.. kire pakserela la ni. So,to make it more intersting, english teacher mintak kitorg sketch novel tu n perfom mse assembly. And my bibi represent The pearl. And dri situ la dtgnyer The Pearl's sweetheart. 


Ckp psl post-post kat fb ni.. Ish,xphm btul apsal la my pearl tukar relationship status die WIDOWED. Em,ape yg aq ngah pikir skrg... mgkin die xmove on lgi. 3years dgn ex vs. 3weeks dgn aq.. mmg ex die menang kot. Shoot, this is hurt yaww.. another post yg mengukuhkan instinct aq, "why should i fret when you are having the time of your life over there? Its time i should stop giving a fuck anymore..." It is so obvious kan??


Tadi rase mcm byk sgt nak tulis.. tpi bile pikir psl the pearl,out of mood pulak. Kentang goreng betul ^^,


Will update later,
Missing the pear badly.
BRB

BUNNYlicious year!

nothing much to say..

but sayang, enjoy the new year..

forget all the worries

all the tense

im here,

with you..

forever and ever..

yam-seiiing!

*1st time clubbing, Flyzone lastnight.

something from LIKES LIKES

There's always a little truth behind every "just kidding".

A little knowledge behind every "I don't know"

A little emotion behind every "I don't care"

And a little pain behind every "it's okay"

i dont get jealous when i see my EX with his new girl, momma always told me to give my old toys to the less fortunate anyways (:

A boy gives a girl 12 roses, 11 real and 1 fake. And he says to the girl that he'll love her, until the last one dies.

Guy:If I could rearrage the alphabet i would put U and I together ;) Girl: No thanks, I like it just the way it is. With the N next to the O. :D

When Life Gives You a Bad Romance, show everyone your Poker Face, buy a new Telephone, call Alejandro, and you guys Just Dance!

One day she's gonna stop chasing you around in circles. She's gonna move on. And at that moment you're gonna wish you let her catch you.

No, I don't want you to make me feel like I'm the only girl in the world. I want you to make me feel like this world is full with beautiful girls all around you.. but you can only see me

Trust me. I would walk through the rain at 3am to see you, the only thing that is stopping me is my parents.

A lot of guys are nice to girls when it's just them, but it takes a man to be nice to a girl when around all his friends

Yesterday is history.

Tomorrow is a mystery.

Today is a gift.

That's why it's called the present.

Just because her eyes don't tear doesn't mean her heart doesn't cry. And just because she comes off strong, doesn't mean there's nothing wrong.

Dear Brain, sorry for overloading you. Tummy, sorry for the butterflies. Dear Pillow, sorry for the tears. Dear Heart, sorry for the damage.

We were given: Two hands to hold. To legs to walk. Two eyes to see. Two ears to listen. But why only one heart? Because the other was given to someone else. For us to find.

I lived in 01/01/01, 02/02/02, 03/03/03, 04/04/04, 05/05/05, 06/06/06, 07/07/07,08/08/08,09/09/09, 10/10/10!!!

iMiSSyOuSoMuCh

He's amazing.
He's funny.
His texts make you smile.
Seeing him in the hall for 3 seconds makes your day.
You love talking to him. You want to be with him all the time.
...He's cute.
You love all the little quirky things he does.

...I didn't say a name...but he popped into your head, didn't he?:)
♥


if you want to know how much i miss you,
try to catch a rain drops..
the ones you catch is how much you miss me..
and the ones you MISS is how much i miss..

really missing you =(

Rihanna feat. The Dream - Hatin' On The Club (Official Music Video) HD HQ

He's back

3days like 3years..

Sampat again =___=

Sekarang die dah blik bru laa senang sikiy hati. Few days ago..

me> i miss you

him>i miss you more~

me>em,we'll meet as soon as you come bck here okayy?

him>we see how 1st lo..

me>wht? you're not coming bck?

him>dont wanna come back laa.. kl got many beatiful girls..hoho

me>oh really? but you must daddy to send you more money(as he spent rm600++ on d 1st day he reach there)..

then you stay at J place,evryday go dating with beautiful girls.. no need to miss me liao..

him>haiz.. suruh la i balik.. xpela.. i xnk blik dah..

me>>sighed

Kringg! kringg!! dah call pulak.. Nak suruh pujuk la tu..

even i have 100 reasons to leave you, i'l look for that 1 reason to fight for you.

Batu Pahat Mall - Favourite cookies ^^,

Sharing cookies with him is the best moment ever.. <3

On thursday, 20/1/2011...

We leaving for BP around 1.00pm.. Tpi seblum tu sempat singgah jap kat umah Adiey n tgk adik bongsu die yg bru je sebulan melihat dunie.. Asyikin nmenye.. Hangin ah si Far dpt tau aq g tgk baby tu xajak die.. Bukan ape yunk.. tgu my bibi lambat sgt.. kate pkul 12 na dtg,mau bjanggut aq tgu die.. huhu.No wonder la lambat~ die g smoke dulu kat KP. Mau penampar free ke bang?? I decided to go BP with him because i think this is one of the ways i could show him how meaningful he are in my life. So mybe i should get to know his cousins n his friends.  We leaving by Aaron's car. Bibi n i sit at the back as Kiki is sitting with Aaron at the front. We drop by at one of the chinese restaurant which sells Beef Pau. They have a grab of it but i just have a drink.. Manela tau kut2 xhalal ke pau tu.. haha. Time are flying too fast sampai rase mcm bru je duduk dlm kete dah sampai BP. Okay,actually mse kat BP lagi dah enjoy the taste of the cookies tu. Mmg sedap hingga menjilat jari kaki. Huhu. Sape2 yg cagu,tolong jgn makan cookies ini ye.. LOL,

The first shop we enter, Dees boutique. Mmg ni kire 1st time laa aq msuk chinese punyer fashion line. Cari punyer cari, cookies gak yg aq jumpe. Anytime anywhere, bibi n i will take a bite on the cookies. Ignoring wht people will think seeing me walking with 4 chinese boys, 1 chinese girl.. Who else joining us? Um.. Aaron, Kiki, Ah fei, Benny aka Ah Chong, bibi n i..While the others busy looking for their chinese new year stuff, im having my own moment with him We play hide and seek,feeding the cookies to each other and teasing. What is new, we were holding hands.. hihihi. Adela satu aunt ni,selambe die jek promote baju kat kedai die pd aq.. Biase la tu tpi yg pliknye,confident gile die g cakap mandarin ngan aq.. aq senyum2 kude je la kat situ. Then bibi dtg n cakap sumtin kat aunt tu. Die pun terus 'sorry,sorry'.. haha. xpela aunt. I'l take that as compliment. Pecah perut si ah fei tu gelak tgk aunt tu yek2 je ckp ngan aq. Aq sepatah haram pun xpaham. kui3.. Dah penat2 berdrama kat kedai tu,kitorg pun g la minum kat ground floor. Bibi's having Peanut Blended. Mmg sedap gilew. Aq plak Apple Snowy Juice. pon sedap gak.. Time ni, Aaron duk depan aq. Ah fei seblah bibi, bibi seblah aq, aq seblah kiki, kiki seblah Aaron. Ah chong? tgh2 Ah fei n Aaron. Ah fei tatau aq xske smokers. Die pun wat ah muke dek je smoking depan aq. Bibi plak wat lawak. Die jadi my slave dgn setiap kali smoke tu almost reach my face, bibi akan tiup smoke tu g tmpat lain. Kire cam buruh pakse la die nak tgu sebatang rokok tu abis.. Dah semerbak bau kacang pulak.. Thanks sweetie pie..

Dah boring, kitorg g Summit plak. Dah idup segan mati tamau dah Summit tu. 99.9% kedai cine.Time kat sini,xla se-awkward kat BP mall. Aaron dah start soh aq tolg pilihkan shirt untuk die sbb Kiki dah hilg ntah mane. Aq je yg berkepit ngan bibi. Okayy.. what had i learnt is Ah chong is absolutely into purple n pink colour. Sekali tgk, die mmg mcm jambu sikit. Tpi agak susah la nak communicate dgn die sbb die tatau English n Malay. So aq kene ah amik kursus Mandarin ngan bibi jap bfore talking ngan ah chong. Aaron pun slightly into purple.. My bibi,red n black. Mysterious n brave.. Ah fei, green is always the first choice. Ntah camne,tibe2 aq dlantik menjadi fashion advisor dorg.. Dah aq plak yg sibuk2 pilihkan t-shirt n matchkan dgn short. Senang hati je dorg bayar kat counter. My bibi da mcm boring aq xlyn die. Alalala syg, sekejap ye. Frankly,aq lebih suke spending my time with bibi n share our cookies rather than help the others shopping for cny. But atleast, i must make they like me so it is easier to convince bibi that races is not an issue. Okayy? 

Im already exhausted.. tpi dak2 ni abg2 ni semangat berkobar2 je nak shopping. dah maghrib dah ni yang oi.. udah2 le tu. Aq pun mke an excuse n tke my bibi away from them. Finally, we have our time to be together. Just us.. Me and You.. Stand close,hold each other hands, stare into each other eyes... makes the world not moving. I still have the cookies, so does he. Enjoy the bite!! walaupun dah makan byk cookies,xla plak kenyang.. cookies mhl, tatau ah ingredients pe.. kasih syg maybe. haha. Ah chong pun offer ah diri die nak belanje air. Ingatkan cool blog tadi.. Air mineral je?? haus punye psl,tibai je ah. At the last store, msg2 muke dah mcm tempe basi.. penat punye psl. Em,i just want to see the smile that could light up this whole town.. aq pun wat ah lawak penutup. 

Bibi tgh tgk short..

"anne,ini seluarr bannyak pendek. lutut juga kasi sampai. kalau anne beli mau, amma bule discount kasi."

" :) yela tu sayang. im just check it out mmuacks"

" abis, ape anne mau bili? jauh juga kasi datang amma punye kedai"

'' :) you.. can or not?"

"anne ade duit ke mau bili amma? amma limited edition juga"

"im poor cine ahpek haha"

"aiyoyo,ini macam la ahpek. amma kasi kira.. Once touch,consider sold"

"mmuacks"

"sold"

Ah fei yg dtg dari langit plak menyampuk.

"amma, ini ahpek gemuk tinggal sini ala muleh x?"

"ey,quai dian.. we must reach klg before 10pm." <aaron

Dinner kat KFC..then xbrape kenyang plak.. Makan agi kuew tiau tomyam kat kedai siam. Peh,merah padam muke aq lps hirup tomyam tu sehingge ke titisan trakhir. Bibi xyah cakap ah,bru 3 sudu dah carik ice cream McD. Satu sen pun xyah kuar kalau jln dgn dorg. Kan best..

Yang ni,xbrape best nak citer. Nape? sebab before blik tu,bibi ask me to wait for him at Aaron's car. Then he left.. joining the group have a smoke. Time ni gak ah aq rse bengang tahap babi laut. Automatically,mate coklat aq ni bagi renungan maut kat bibi. Maaf ye awak,psl smoking.. sy xleh compromise dgn awak. Tpi die membelakangkan aq time tu. Even Aaron dah gtau kat die yg tlinge aq tgh berasap ijau nampak die smoking(aq rse ah sbab aaron ckp ngn bibi smbil tunjuk2 kat aq), die tak pandang aq langsung pun. Okay fine. masuk je kete,aq trus letsk shopping bag kat tgh2 as a divider between me and him. Right after that,aq trus kawan baik dgn tingkap,means aq xpndg die ah.. He slowly move the shoppg bag and ask me to seat next to him.. the place where i seat before. I moved, but still nt looking at him. I could feel his breath on my neck.. "sayaaanggg,are you okay?".. "im fine,thank you".. "look at me baby please.. were you mad at me? im sorry sayang".. Ish,dah berkolam dah mate ni. Be strong Wawa. Aaron plak tolg jdi spy.. tgk2 aq kat cermin mcm aq xnmpak je.. "sayaanggg.." then, i could feel his hand move and hugs me from behind. My heart beating rapidly. He put his chin on my shoulder and whisper.." im sorry,my baby". He hold me tightly. "its okayy..." then i moved. I look at him, staring deeply into his eyes.. "can you promise me one thing?".."yes sayanngg".. "promise me you will stop smoking before cny"... dead silence. "do you hear me?"..."i'll try my best sweetheart".. I could see honesty in his eyes. "okay..im giving you my full support"..."thank you honey..".. 

Everything backs to normal.. "sayaangg".. "yes bibi".. "can i have your cookies?".. oh,i still have some. "here..eew, u smelly".. mmg baju die bau rokok. so evrytime he moves closer, =P.. pwekk.. After Aaron send Kiki home, my bibi driving his car to send me.. We reach kluang about 10.03pm.. but i dont wanna go home. Why? i will be missing him.. "err,can we go somewhere else? i dont feel like wanna go home. Is it okayy with you?" "okayy..where do you wanna go?"... "anywhere".. tu yg tetibe je kitorg g umah karan.. umah aten.. umah cikgu fabo.. Aaron's laundry shop hehe..10.20pm,he park his car in front of my house. Enjin dimatikan.. sunyi sepi... pokok bergoyang2.. dah pulak mcm crite seram.. paham2 jela.. umah blakang hospital.. mcm2 ada.. 

Me "im sorry..."

"its okayy.."

"thanks for everything"

"your welcome.. syg dont angry ok?"

"xdelaa.."

"baby dont merajuk ok?"

"mane ade...."

"syg dont be sad know?''

"haha..as long as u r not smoking,i wont :)"

''abis tadi tu?"

''saje nak mengade hehe"

"memang pun..:)"

"***x you still remember wht i said just now right?"

"yeah..il do my very2 best sweetie"  <hold my hands,look into my eyes,move closer until i could fel his breath

"even if u xsyg i,u must stop.."

"okay baby.."

blablabla.......

11.00pm,aq pun msuk. tolong jangan jelous ye readers sebab malam tu mmg cantik,full moon,sejuk n sgt romantic. Thanks again my sayang..

Betul2 hao liao!

T.G.I Friday's... (16/12/2010)
Nyum~~.. nothings else to say. come here for food and stay for fun.. Gi Pavi,along hantar. Haiz,abg joe ikut plak.. xpe2. Dorg na gi Low Yat. sumthg wrong wit lappy abg joe. Okayy,aq ngan Nani (my cousin) pun g ah theatre. Konon nak tgk HP 7..tpi xjadi sbab start pkul 7.35pm. Gile hape.. yg plg cepat, Tron 3D. Ape lg,kitorg pun kasi pecah panggung ah. Sikit pnye mengade,amik couple seat. Mmg syok ah.. kalau abg joe tau,mmg kitorg kene tibai dgn penyapu yg mak die slu gune wat halau kucing kurap tu. Pasal die yg menggile2 nak tgk Tron tu. hua88. Citr pun best,perut mule ah lapar.. Ape mau mkn? Duit riburiban nie. Yes! TGI Friday's,here we are. Nani ordered cheese burger. Double thumbs up! beef patty nice. Bukan Kraby Patty Spongebob Squarepants okayy? Aq order Mac South and Cheese. kali ni,ngan ibu jari kaki  kasi naik. Tgk ah pic our meals puas2 ye readers. Plg best sebab TGI mmg happening. Ader 1 customer punyer birthday, then all of the staff gathering at his table sing a birthday song for him in 5 languages.. bahasa melayu,english,mandarin,kantonese,tamil.. Kan meriah!! then time tu gak ah ader one of the workers terpecahkan pinggan. PRRRAAANNGG!! tpi, the other workers pun same2 tolong kemas n siap nyanyi2 ag. lgu ape tatau ah.. After,semue applause n cheers for a good day. Memang rase cam nak lepak lebih lme,enjoying  the moment. Mostly customer kat situ mmg nampak high camp. So,welcome to the group! haha. semue mslh pun settle. kire mcm release tension kat situ ah.. Total= Rm 72.00. kate nak mkn sedap,ready je la ongkosnyer. Baru 2 org mkn tu baii... haha. Xpe,enjoy the pic. Jgn mleleh2 air liur plak.

CARROT JUICE + ICE MILO

this is what i like about Malaysia.. Order ape je sumer ade. :)
2 hari lepas, time tgh syok2 tgk Stairway To Heaven original version, ade call in. Aiks, C call. Em,agak2 nape ek.. Oh, ajak minum. Tapi,mcm biase ah. Gimme 20mins. Erm.. what to wear.. Oyeah, purple dress. Yg dah 2 mgu tersangkut kat blakang pintu. hikhikhik. Pon! pon! Da sampai da abe sorang ni.. okayy,im coming! Location: Kluang Kopitiam. Kire ni first time ah aq menjejakkan kaki kat kopitiam ni. Sape malaun2 yg g? Aq,C, Aaron, Kiki (gf Aaron,17), Jin Kian, n Benny sia. So, memandangkan perut masih kenyang mkn nasi ayam tadi.. msg2 order air je. Tu pasal la title post ni Carrot juice+ice milo. C ordered ice milo. Ish,cumel btul dah besar2 minum air milo. Memang x dinafikan, die membesar bagaikan Johan. Padahal kat umah boleh je wat milo ais. Lepas dah berkenalan ngan member2 C,i guess its time to go home. Tpi yg wat aq xsenang hati ni... member2 die sume smoking. Except the innocent Kiki la. Tgh borak-borak, sorg demi sorang hisap rokok. C xla. Memang pantang laa aq kalau tgh syok2 menikmati angin petang yg sepoi sepoi bahasa, ade orang smoke. Tanpa segan silunya, aq pandang C. Then wat signal tutup idung aq yg sememangnye kembang ni. C pun cakap ngan Jin Kian in mandarin.. rasenye ni la maksudnye kot.. "oy~wawa dont really like smokers. please respect her".. dengan xsemena-mena, J Kian meletakkan mukenye di bwh meje. Konon na hembus asap kat bawah tu la. Hua88.. Then,pandang aq.. "Sorry oh wawa." "bu yong jing J Kian.." Once bitten,twice shy.. ntah seswai ke tak idioms ni. lantak la.. Aq rse nak type aq type jek. Ape kire.. haha. "thanks b".. C senyum jek. okayy,times to go home. Biasenyer klu C yg driving,aq akan jadi org plg last die hantar. Tpi,kali ni ader aaron. Aiks, kacau daun betul~ huhu.


Jin Kian: we'll have a great time tomorrow!
Aaron: See you tomorrow wawa!


*i guess they are really expecting me to join them to Batu Pahat to shop for CNY. I'll think of it tonight. ;)

Just found this..

Hao Xin Fen Shou Translation

Were you really surprised? Were you speechless?
No, you heard right…I said I wanted to break up
Used to be under your spell…like an innocent sheep
Why am I able to get back at you all of a sudden? Did you know?
Looking back, being with you has never brought me any happiness
We’ve gone through so much together…but why haven’t we had love
I suspect that there will not be any happiness if I continue to be with you
I don’t have the strength, let’s not linger any longer, just set me free

All my work has been for nothing
The past years and months have not been spent joyfully
To continue out of habit does us both no good
If we must suffer, why don’t I just break it off now?

Are you unwilling to be the first one to be dumped?
If you were in my place, would you be able to take it?
I’ve endured the loneliness many times
My heart has had enough and is afraid…

All my work has been for nothing
The past years and months have not been spent joyfully
I don’t apologize for my frank behavior
Forcing this relationship won’t bring us anything
Why don’t we just break off everything?

If the suffering is so great, let’s not tarry any longer, please just let me go

All my work has been for nothing
The past years and months have not been spent joyfully
To continue out of habit does us both no good
If we must suffer, why don’t I just break it off now?

why am i posting this..

on 13th jan,this is a song that aaron post in his fb.

i listened to the song,the melody is vry touching. then, i saw that C liked this song. i google for the translation n to be truth... im vry sad knowing this. this song is like a word from his heart telling me there are no future for us. will be continued~

help!! help!!

Okayy.. So far, semuanye okayy jek. Konon ah mlm tadi nak tido awal.. No more insomnia, only sweet dreams and love one. Tapi haramjada.. Sorang pun tak support. Pkul 4am gak bru sibuk2 na carik bantal. hm..Sempat gak im ngan T. Surprisingly, die kantoikan C smoking kat railcaffe near to KP. Kire cemas sampai gugur gak ah beberape helai bulu idung ksygn aq ni.. takpe,jap gi kang aq sapu lo.. So,camne na tolong C berhenti merokok? ATTENTION! smoking is not a smart way to reduce your tension. Thank you. Pujuk pnye pujuk,C ckp he'll stop smoking. He'll reduce the amount day by day. Yey! Xpe,aq paham. Slowly okayy~ As long as ader determination.. mesti success punyer. hmm.


Ape nak dibuat yek??

1. Setiap hari aq akan remind die to stop smoking.
2. Start upload sign @ pic 'no smoking' atau ape2 yg sekutu dengannye. etc,
3. Da upload,xkan na simpan je dlm laptop yg tak berpassword ni? So,kne la mms C.
4. Dapatkan sokongan kawan2 die utk nasihatkan die berhenti merokok.
5.  Erm.. nak belikan Niquitin ke x? Lau sampai birthday die>27 apr die tak berenti gak.. kenelah melabur duit kat farmasi berdekatan..
6. Plg penting,kene ah tolg die settlekan family prob die tu dulu kan? Bile prob settle,die xstress kan? Nanti da ta stress,mestila die xprlukn rokok agy kan?? Ha.. kan lebih sistematik dan berwawasan gitu nyah~

Oh, EFHP dah last episode rupenye arini. Happy ending lo.. I like I like!! Em,kat dlm idup pun dah byk drama.. lagi nak tgk drama plastik. Haiz.. Ni,ntah nape tibe2 sangkut kat 1 movie korea. Stairway to Heaven.. sape pelakon nye pun tataula. Penah la kua kat TV3 last year. Tpi versi philliphine. Haha starring Cholo and Jodi. Apsal aq nak kene tgk plak? Oh.. psl ade sumthng bout this story. Me:Jodi, Him:Cholo. Ini pasal laaaa...

Ish,ni pehal la ader org tibe2 datang naik van ramai2 ni.. Aiks, Penghapus Serangga aka Bugs Buster? okayy.. Patutla papa xkeje. Ader projek Mega nak mghapuskan empayar semut kat mahligai aq ni rupenye. Dari tujuh keturunan semut2 ni menumpang kat umah aq. dgn xbyr sewanye, slamber dek je die kua msuk. Sape2 yg ta pernah tgk semut,meh la dth umah. Mcm2 species ader. Yg btanduk,yg x bertanduk.. Mcm2 ada.. mane xnyer,dah penghuni tetap umah ni sweet2 belake. Perang antare aq, papa, abg2 pghapus serangga n semut dah nak bermule. Roger n Out :)